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14 December 2015 § 2 Comments

I’m still here.

I get up at 5:45 every morning. I get to work at about 7:00. I usually get home around 6:00. I teach, I plan, I mark, I assess, I make phone calls, I enter data, I solve problems, I make problems. The last thing I think about is updating a blog.

Sometimes, though, I think about the fact that when I’m driving, my left hand is on the gearstick. I think about how I don’t know how to sound deliberately Canadian. About how I found it easier to meet people and make friends in a country where I couldn’t speak the dominant language very well. How as I’m getting older, exercise seems more important, but time seems more scarce (scarcer?).  How the longer I’m away from Japan, the more of a personal Neverland it seems. How I loved being back in Southern Ontario in the summer because it felt so comfortable and I loved being near the people I love, but the thought of moving back with any kind of permanence scares me.

More on these stories at a later date. Possibly not for another year or two, but ideally sooner.


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§ 2 Responses to and so.

  • Ashley cosco says:

    I miss you! I have seen your mom multiple times. I keep asking about you! I hope you are doing well. I miss you!!

    • Emi says:

      I was so happy to see your name come up! I miss you too! Email me sometime and tell me all about what you’ve been doing!! (

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